Especially for YOU!

Hey, I'm not gonna write this post in English!
But since you like it so much...(I think)
I will.

So, where should I start from?
No...That's not what exactly I mean...
Hmmm...
Y'see, I can't express well using English!
OK, fine...I'll try...

Let's see...
Hmmm...
What should I write to get a perfect start?
Describing about you?
Describing how was I (damn) missing you?
Describing how good you're to me?
Or perhaps get it started with the day we met until the day...?
OK, not to mention about that...

With NO doubt, you're once being good to me.
Yeah! That's RIGHT! That's absolutely RIGHT!!!
I'm here telling you that I'm not mad at all...
Even you didn't manage to wish me on my Birthday...
And I always remember you did!
And I always remember how happy I was at that moment receiving your wish...
Might be because you're far far away...
Might be also because of...
I had at least been inside your heart...
Even it might be just a little bit...

Let's stop crapping!
So, I'll start describing you...
You was____________________and you are____________________
(fill in the blanks)
haha.Its nothing bad la...use your imagination and fill it with your own words and see if its almost the same as mine.let you have unsur saspens.haha.
It's just a part of my memories.

OK, finished the first part and let's proceed to the next one!
Yeah! I missed you!!! Too much I can say that...
may be because I MISS YOU miss you gua...really really miss you...i tell u,sometimes i try not to think about you because i miss you...when i miss you i sometimes also become like you...wat also cannot do...very hard you know??
It's just another part of my memories.

How good you're to me?
That's a good question but how can I answer this since I have never measured it before?
OK, I can still think about it.
Once you wrote to me in Chinese and I know that would be very hard for you to do so.
If this count, that will be the first thing I remember how you really touched me.
Because inside the letter you said, you do so is because you knew that I like Chinese.

And you said you are afraid that I will forget you after the 6 years times.
But I won't. coz you're special to me =)
But you're.

And you liked to make fun of me! Bleuk!!!
when i go shopping and i see a pig soft toy the first thing i think of is you...dunno why when i think of pig i think of you...maybe its because you look like a pig??or the pig look like you??which way do you think it is??hehehee...

And you're the BEST companion!
when u lonely i want to be by yourside also cannot...so sad you noe?sometimes i just want to be with you...but cannot...
Don't you know? I feel (felt) you...

And you're terribly CUTE!!! hahahaaaaa........ XP
you go and learn how to cook la...so next time you can cook for me when i'm hungry...cook nice nice food for me ar!!!!!don't worry...whatever you cook i will also eat wan...as long as it doesn't look weird then i'll eat it...cause you cook it ma and you're special to me ma...so of course i'll eat it.hehehe.
Believe me, I did learn from my mum because of you...
But after a while, I was fed up...heheheee...

I still keep something with me that will remind me of you.
J represents you and Z represents me.
They're earrings.
(and they cost me RM 25!!!for just this pair of little things!!!can't imagine how stupid I was that time...but I bought them back with satisfaction,just to imagine you're being with me all the time.)

And LAST...
(I'm not gonna telling story because it's no longer me and you...and I'll not tell your story because I get to know you less and less ever since...and I'll not also tell my story because I'm not the main character over here...)
I'm gonna telling you that...
I still love...
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YOUR NAME!!!
(because it is beautiful! and it is also special! to me...)