Don’t
expect people to understand you. There is no one understand you better than
yourself. Bear in your mind and carve on your heart so that you won’t get hurt
when others turn you down.
Long ago,
since when I had been told I am a perfectionist, and it’s a headache, a burden for everyone around. Ok, fine, I changed. Then what?
You expect
more. Even I was just expressing my own feeling; even I was just saying that I was
bored, you stop me seriously by telling me you are joking. I finished my own
individual assignment earlier than anyone else and what so matter you? When you
were sleeping or just taking your nap, or you were playing around hanging out
with friends, I did my job well. Why don’t you understand? There is always a
balance of nature, the law of fairness! I work hard then I relax. You relax
then you work very hard and stress. That’s your own problem and it’s none of my
business! But why did you come and bother me? Ok, I feel sorry for interrupting
you by spamming at my own wall and saying “sien”. But I am absolutely certainly
saying that I am not doing wrong.
Expect more
from yourself but not others.
So, when it’s
my work, I do it and hand in on time. You have your own style and I don’t even
care. Then, my way of doing things affect your EMOTION, sorry I can’t help. I can
always follow people, sometimes even I know I am right, I follow so that all of
us can be happier. Then what?
Am I happy
with the way I am now? It’s all come back to The Road Not Taken, I will never
know whether I can be happier without slightly changes of my own self. Ok, I know
I am just crapping shit, I am such a kind of yes-yes-yes person and I hate
myself being one of those.
