Monday, September 3, 2012

This is not a good post!

You are always on the good side and I am always on the bad side. Ok, fine, I am bad. Then what?

Don’t expect people to understand you. There is no one understand you better than yourself. Bear in your mind and carve on your heart so that you won’t get hurt when others turn you down.

Long ago, since when I had been told I am a perfectionist, and it’s a headache, a burden for everyone around. Ok, fine, I changed. Then what?

You expect more. Even I was just expressing my own feeling; even I was just saying that I was bored, you stop me seriously by telling me you are joking. I finished my own individual assignment earlier than anyone else and what so matter you? When you were sleeping or just taking your nap, or you were playing around hanging out with friends, I did my job well. Why don’t you understand? There is always a balance of nature, the law of fairness! I work hard then I relax. You relax then you work very hard and stress. That’s your own problem and it’s none of my business! But why did you come and bother me? Ok, I feel sorry for interrupting you by spamming at my own wall and saying “sien”. But I am absolutely certainly saying that I am not doing wrong.

Expect more from yourself but not others.

So, when it’s my work, I do it and hand in on time. You have your own style and I don’t even care. Then, my way of doing things affect your EMOTION, sorry I can’t help. I can always follow people, sometimes even I know I am right, I follow so that all of us can be happier. Then what?

Am I happy with the way I am now? It’s all come back to The Road Not Taken, I will never know whether I can be happier without slightly changes of my own self. Ok, I know I am just crapping shit, I am such a kind of yes-yes-yes person and I hate myself being one of those.  

Sunday, July 22, 2012

那一点点,一点点心动的感觉

Trip to Desaru 21/07/2012 - 22/07/2012

蓝的天,绿的海,辽阔的地平线,
一只只小脚,踩着那细密的白沙,还有映在白沙上,那斜斜的影子,
你与我,那个他,还有那个他,
看着大海,听着海浪声,
我们在一起,一起笑着。

你说,这是最后一次,属于我们的,只是我们的,周年纪念日。
可是,那样的快乐,可不可以不要是最后一次?
因为,欢笑声,很多,很多……
你笑着,我也笑着。

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我想我不怕大海,
我只是害怕漂浮着的感觉。

嗯……
我想说的是,
在海面上,搂着我,牵着我,你绝对没犯法!

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有个男生,
他把我整个人扛在手臂,
从沙滩直奔海上,
而我的尖叫声,
从沙滩直奔海上。

那个男生,
他把我公主抱,
就抱到海中央,
他说,
我在你身后,
而他,
真的在我身后,

荒唐!
我们不是情人,
他不爱我,我不爱他,
我的手却紧紧牵着他,
而他紧紧搂着我……

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我是自以为很完美的女生,
所以奢望遇见一个完美的男生。
而同时我也是个弱小的女生,
如果有个男生能予我安全感,
他保护我,疼我,爱我,
就算他只是随便说说,
我相信,
我的心脏也不会有多大的抵抗力,
去抗拒那样的,
唯一只对我特别的,
那样的好。

我想,
我不过是一个弱小的女生,
容易喜欢上谁,
而后又忘了谁,
反反复复,
直到有一天,
有一个人,
他愿意一辈子待在我身边,
让我怎么都无法忘怀,
那一天天一点点,一点点……
心动的感觉。

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

甜而不腻

鱼跃在花见 The Rippling Blossom

另一部最近钟爱的港剧。

说好看却又不是很好看,
配乐好听又不是很好听,
男主角说帅又不是很帅,
女主角说幸福又不是很幸福。

会不会像未来我会遇见的你呢?
说你好却也偶尔数数你的坏,
说你帅却又不能让我摆上台,
而你给的爱,
是不是也会让我觉得幸福却又不会太幸福?

我想那样的爱刚刚好,
因为它甜而不腻。

鱼至赢(张智霖饰)认真捏寿司的样子,好帅!

那个未来我会遇见的你,
为了给我刚刚好的爱,
现在认真地当个男人吧!♥